Life As We Know It

Hey there! So the year end holidays have finally arrived, well actually it began like a week ago? Oh well. I must say that I'm not really pleased that the holidays are here because now I have ample time to do stuff and it feels so empty. Besides the fact that I don't have to go to school is a victory, no homeworks, no stay backs, no nothing. Most people would say this is the best time of the year but for me, it fills my days with darkness and emptiness. Each and everyone of us will eventually grow old but somehow I still feel like I was just a normal ordinary shy kid that just walked into the school hall for the first time. We don't feel that we're growing until you finally realize that you're almost at the end. Next year will be my turn to leave the school. It is scary, that's for sure but I'm not that confident that I am ready to face the world just yet. Sometimes, I wish that time would just stop for a minute. Unfortunately, that can't be done. I've made new friends this year like Lih Jia and Logini as well as strengthen the bond with the ones I already knew like Shashita, Khavisha, Viloet, Mas, Sau Mun and many others. I must say you guys are the best and without all of you 4SA will not be complete. We faced our struggles together, supported each other through hard times and helping each other rise for the better. It may not exactly be the best year but it sure was a memorable one! Here I am typing this up in front of the computer for you to read. If you know me, I would like to say thank you for everything and I apologize for my mistakes of my past and future doings. As for my classmates, hope we will be in the same class next year so we can cherish the last moments of being a high school kid. Fingers cross. Hope my results aren't that bad :P

Obession with NAILS :)

I don't know why but all of the sudden i just stop and stare

It's A Mad World

It's a mad world out there in the light. I want no part in it. Time to say goodnight Wake me up in a year or two. Pull the sheets back when the world is new. Stop my dreams when it's the worth the wake.Open my eyes when there is no more ache. Until then let me sleep. Don't make a move and talk is cheap. Cover me up, kiss me goodnight tuck me in and turn off the light. I want to say goodbye but not permanently. I want to be alone but not eternally. So I'll just close my eyes and drift away. To dream of you on a perfect day. Wake me up in a decade or so. When the world is warm and the sun is low. Open your arms and tell me good news. Until then, let me rest for a century or two. -JackDaniels (Wattpad)- Don't you sometimes feel that you just want to run to a place where your troubles melt like lemon drops? Where you hold no responsiblities? And have freedom like a bird flying free? It's not a sin to feel this way is it? Its life. Sometimes we just got to go through it to find the light.

Castle

Let me take you to a place free of scars, A place where nothing can cause you harm. Let me take you to a place above pain, A place where flowers grow without rain. Let me take you to a place way up in the sky, A place where no one tells a lie. Let me take you to a place where lovers meet, A place where all the dreamers go to sleep. Let me take you to a place free from fears, A place where no one sheds a tear. Let me take you to a place of make believe, A place where you never have to leave. Catch a ride on my words; let them take you up high. Ride with my words, to the castle in the sky. I think this poem is so sweet. Written by an unknown author but all credits goes to the author. Great job :)

RANDOMS ;)

Hunger Games

The book is amazing. (from my opinion) For those who haven't read it yet, try reading it. :D the movie for the first book is also out! hehe...

The Tale of Two Best Buds

Back when I first entered SMK (P) Sri Aman, an actually normal goverment school, I came alone. As months past by, I developed a friendship with a girl by the name of Nur Iman Syafiqah. We weren't exactly close but yeah we were cool. We planned a sleepover but until now we haven't made one yet. :P At the end, of the year we had a quarrel (oh you know, the normal teenage girl one) but we made up. From this particular friend, I learnt the meaning of confidence. She was always with me when we had a project or assignment or even a study group! We even made Goodbye cards for Arts & Craft. She was always supporting me in my hardest moments in life.

We were so happy we got into the same the class the following year (2010) in 2 Hormat. The most awesome moments happened this year. We performed in the 'Meredeka Celebration', went ice skating together, created a poster which won 2nd place, chill out at each others houses and studied together. Our friendship was like a roller coaster ride! We both had quiet good results that year and even tired out for the house running team. She is an awesome sports girl.

Then came one of the most important years in our life. PMR. Of course we had a bit of fun, but it was like study,study,study... -.-' On top of all that, we had each other backs and made our little own special group with our other friends in 3 Erat. It was hell of a year! Iman got straight A's but I got a B but as usual she comforted me and supported me. We went to our shopping trips, and crazy adventures this year. She even joined LP3K because of me. How sweet rite? I'm sure each and every one of you must have had at least one close friends just like me.

And our final year in the same school together, 2012 but yet deeply memorable. We stayed back to design boards, joined our school eco band, ran together during the road run side by side, back to back. It was worth being beside you every time you needed me. It hurts, i'm crying and shaking but i know, inside my heart, you're there giving support to me. A few hours ago, we spent our special girl time at her place, shared a nasi lemak, drank apple juice, went roller skating, finishing my bahasa essay, and just chilling like everyone else. On Monday, she will be leaving us (Sri Amanians)to go to Taiping, Perak. She had an offer to go to the MRSM there. As much as I will miss you, as friends, I have to let you go with a free heart because it is for your future.

Iman, we will all miss you. Words are meaningless at this stage. Tears of joy and sadness fall from our cheeks like drops of rain falling from the sky. If you need us, we will all be here, waiting till you get back. Thank you for everything. Thank you for making my life for the past 4++ years an awesome one. I'll miss you, we all will. Good luck out there, just remember to keep your head up high. Somehow it seems unreal. Oh well! Love ya!

Hugs,
XOXO,
Your pal,
Mary

Life in the Cool Way

Seeing the World from Another Prespective

A singer who is adored around the world...


A castle made for a king....


If you are the frames hanging on the wall...


If you are a light shining the dark gloomy room...


If you are little, and everything around you is so big!

No matter who or what you are, you still play a role in this world...
So live the life to the fullest!
Like they say, you only live once :)